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2024.03.14 05:39

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1. 초등학교 때  동네 골목길에서 놀다가 전봇대 옆 담에 붙여져 나풀거린던 공연 포스터 한장이 생각났습니다. 야 참 몸매도, 라디오에서 흘러나오던 그녀의 목소리를 연상하면서 우리는 갈 수 없는 그 공연을 생각하다가 다시 흩어졌던 일이 생각납니다. 며칠 전 그녀의 노래를 들었습니다. 
 
2. 그리고 또 하나 중학교 때 대일학원 억지로 다녔습니다. 최고 싫었던 것이 학교였는데 학원은 오죽이나 했겠어요. 그래도 열심히 다녔습니다. 왜냐하면 제 앞에 한 여학생이 앉았는데 뒷모습 뿐만 아니라 그녀에게서 뿜어져 나오는 모든 것이 향기로웠습니다. 그래서 9시 쯤 수학시간을 끝으로 집으로 가는 시간이 되면 나는 그 여학생을 뒤를 밟고 어느 날 저는 그만두었습니다. 
 
 
 
I can't live without you

I was going to say

while hesitating
my lover is gone

gave you my heart
gave you tears
also gave you dreams
gave you body too
gave you all the time
I gave you my whole life
even the future

but I couldn't say
"I love you"
so who went far

You were far away
and always there
waiting for me.
 
Yonah Jeong
 
2. 

My first poem

Apply to a high school
i tried to study harder at the academy than at school
however, my eyes stayed on, everyday
the hair and shoulders of the girl,
she didn't look back
she looked forward
right in front, Jian
rather than the blackboard or the lecturer. from start to finish.
when cautiously evening
turns into a noisy night scene,
after finishing math training
it appeared time to go home happily
i followed her aroma
like a new recruit
searching for the enemy's territory,
hiding behind power poles
watching left and right........
Jian: not shiny, but a glowing face. can't express how pretty. atmosphere. expression. laugh. voice:
wonderful pace and beautiful steps.
dreaming of sleeping together with the enemy,
walked without stepping on the ground for over 30 minutes
finally she arrived at her house
ahead of the train station;
collapsing roof. broken pharmacy windows.
grimy red incandescent lamps.
and a fine and full moon day
i confessed to a true friend
and asked for advice
"that girl's houses are the largest and oldest
"a red-light district" in our city
"what are you doing there?"
"There are places where people who don't have money come to solve
their insatiable sexual desire."
a second, i got dizzy
"isn't it legal?"
"It is legal."
i sobbed all night long
came silently
the next evening,
as of old, i couldn't follow her,
just stared at her until she disappears by a dot
and the first snow fell-- large snowflakes,
began to melt over the face like Jian

A street lamp
irradiated creaking ; my immovable tiptoe wrote
                                until morning comes.
 
Yonah Jeong
 
 
 
 
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